Im so frustrated I could just kill someone!

I was staring at this blank page for ages now.I coulnd't get my head around it.How would one more essay on the world war, one more essay on history change the present world for a better. How would another page in my notepad filled with mathematical equations do the world any good. Just so I can prove that im worthy to earn money? worthy to live?

But who is going to test whether im a good human being, whether I can share or be kind, whether I can appreciate what I have or love.Why do we teach things that we can forget. Something only temporary, with a permanent effect on us. And we stress about it so much that sometimes, we even lose our true selves, in the beginnig of our own precious life.

What about inspiring young people, what about giving an impression that changes their lives forever. Instead of judging them for undone paperwork, judge them by giving them a chance to be what they truly are.

It sounds so very science fiction to me, that I know, I've been in this system for too long.

What if our first priority was to make children know that happiness is the most valueable resource out there. And they grew up to be believing in themselves, being proud of what they are doing, even if it's something we wouldn't consider honorable work nowadays.For all we know, that person could kill out of despair,could compensate its anger through violence or just sit in despression and commit suicide. Yes I'd rather have everyone chasing their own personal dreams instead of being forced into a cage called education.

And you have to remember all of those people who coudnt graduate highschool, couldn*t get to college, thinking that they haven't made it in life, that they can never provide their kids what they want.They will grow up working day by day, hour by hour working for something they don't want.

Turning themselves into dull,dreary souls stuck in routine.

Education, sounds so very brilliant. So resourceful. But is it?

 Does education really mean embracing your own talents, being passionate about what you want to learn?

Or does it mean, even though you choose a subject in college or highschool, learning what they want you to learn? Learning till they can stamp a grade on you, giving you a certain wage you deserve, giving you as a person a value you deserve.

Is education about the individual, or is it merely a crowd occupation. Every individual that thinks it can change the world will have a bachelor or a master at the end of the day. And no one will have ever seen their true beauty and potencial.

And for all they know they will be stuck in the system, craving being free and being passionate like a kid again.

-astorybynadinenai